My Tech Muse was inspired by technology influencing the way we become creative. To enhance our work nowadays, technology seems to play a part whether it is to retouch, colorize or build a seamless composite.
She is beautiful, grounded in her talent, free to think yet electrifying and somewhat unnatural at the same time.
I can look at myself in the mirror countless times and see the same person but not really.
A friend and I were talking about how friendships have changed over the years because, well, life happens. I can’t stress about it much because I know I’m probably not the person others saw me a year or two ago. But sometimes I look back and can’t help but miss the people that were themselves back when. You can’t change a person but you can definitely change yourself.
I have to admit, I’m pretty lucky to be in the position that I am. I have a full time job, I health benefits, I get to travel and go to school all at the same time. I am experiencing life in the best way possible. I’m not married yet, and I’m not a parent except to my dog Bella.
Although I get to do all these great things, I’ve let go of a lot of other things. For one, I haven’t been able to further build on the relationships that I already have, like the one with my family. The other, taking a step back from my community work. This one (community work) has been difficult, and a part of me feels guilty for not being there. With the work that I already do in the non profit world, I feel like there’s not enough of me to go around. I know some will have an opinion on this but, I have to take care of myself and do what works in my lifestyle right now.
Now being a student is both rewarding and challenging. Imagine being a 26 year old woman in a class full of fresh-out-of-highschool kiddies who got their talents down. I’m not like them. They got to pursue their dream to be in the creative world at a ripe age, I’m just going back to it hoping that I have the energy and skill to get a great design by the time its due.
TANGENT: This totally reminds me of Jazz Band and how it was so hard for me to improvise on the piano because I was taught to always be precise and never stray away from the “right” way.
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